trying to convince you that I’m for the best, having secret conversations that put me to the test. Gotta lock it up inside me cause your breaking the bank, want to hold to your love; wars are searing, others tearing, turning me into the crank.
I will live Without you.
Our Love will be forgotten.
Your secrets will be told
Eventually I Will
Learn to trust.
Always come together
I bought ny pack today, a shining beacon of hope in an exciting journey through time. In hoping to travel backwards, to when helping people meant something and sinking your toes into the dirt was important. The colour says Inca Gold and I immediately knew this trip was no longer part of my imagination; it was a reality that I will never come back from.
Everyday that I’m with you makes rvery day that I was without you seem so unreal. There was only one love that took me like this; And we were never more than friends. A love like ours defines me.
You know when you just want to be a dick to everyone so they will leave you the fuck alone?
don’t tell me that. I’ll do it.
this brings me to tears. i want to.
Hearts of Men…& it’s all myself staring back again.’
it makes the most sense to me that something has always been wrong. Something lying deep within me, lost and broken, struggling beyond all belief, yet too gifted to let you see the darkest heart lives here.
of all the people i’ve lost, the reason I never said goodbye is because I couldn’t. I tried so hard to keep you by my side, but all you did was push me out. ‘it is breaking me down, no more friends around.’ on nights that I’m left alone I miss you the most. I might have been a teenage dirtbag, but I was yours.